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Virginia Tech

Two days down . . .

I’ve now been to all my classes once. Here’s a course review:

NUMERICAL ANALYSIS: this class doesn’t seem too bad, but the lecture is in a hot room and the professor is Indian with a very low monotone. It has weekly homework, but I can put up with it since it’s my only TR class and it triple counts (major and both minors).

INTRODUCTION TO THE INTERNET: what a joke. An online course that hasn’t changed much since it was introduced in 1994. I’ve already taken 2 of the 16 online quizzes for the class. 100% so far. Too bad it doesn’t look like I will be able to just do the whole class in an afternoon, since the quizzes aren’t all available yet.

OPERATING SYSTEMS: this semester, we’re using PintOS instead of Linux as the operating system for the class. This class looks like a lot of thinking, but four of the five projects are group projects. The projects also require extensive documentation. And I think McQuain has hijacked the projects for this course now. At least I don’t have him as my professor–my professor seems like he will not be anything like a McQuain clone. Thankfully!

MICROPROCESSOR SYSTEM DESIGN: JP has never taught the course before, but I have a good feeling about him. He’s encouraging us to make the course interactive. His notes seem well prepared, although it’s his first time teaching the course and it’s outside his area of research. I feel no need to rush out and switch to Thweatt’s 9am section. I’d rather have the extra sleep and not have a hole in my schedule, although the hole would make a good lunch time.

STATISTICS FOR ENGINEERS: what a class! It’s a large class, but it’s going to rock. The professor comes in and goes “ok, who’s heard stories about me?” Every hand goes up. From how class went, I can see why. He told us we didn’t need to buy the $90.80 book. He told us the only reason it was required is because the author has an office across the hall from him. He also told us that the only difference the version that says “for Electrical Engineers” on the front has from the cheaper normal version is the words on the cover. He seems to love doing things to upset the administration. He referred to the provost as “an asshole” within the first few minutes of class. Another choice quote said while going over the syllabus: “I used to do quizzes to make people come to class. Now I just don’t care.” He then went on to recommend that we stay home when we don’t feel like coming to class. Nice. I’ll still come to class–I want to learn some statistics and I don’t want to miss his stories!

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Faith General

In Memory of Martin Luther King

Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr.
Today is Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr. day. Dr. King is one of the heroes of both the civil rights movement and also of the Christian faith. Dr. King’s commitment to his faith led to one of the best examples of the correct way to mix God and politics that the United States has ever seen. Dr. King was not afraid to step out in faith to seek change that seemed impossible at the time. Even when cast into the public spotlight, Dr. King retained his integrity and remembered that his ultimate goal was to bring glory to God. While started with noble intentions, many recent religious political movements, such as the Religious Right, seem to have lost sight of the ultimate goal in favor of attempting to stay in power continually. Christian politicians today would be well advised to follow Dr. King’s example, instead of attempting to hide their faith or use their seemingly meaningless faith as a trump card in elections.

JR has an excellent post in celebration of Martin Luther King day. The post is largely a sermon that Dr. King preached about the role of faith, prayer, and God. Dr. King’s text is Mark 9:14-29.

http://www.jrwoodward.net/jrwoodward/2006/01/three_kinds_of__1.html

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Faith General

Goals for Spring 2006

Those of you who have been around me for a while know that I like goals. I am very vision oriented–I believe in having a set direction and establishing a path of how to get there (think Proverbs 29:18). However, I always shy away from making New Year’s resolutions, or for that matter, talking about goals in January, for fear that they will be seen as New Year’s resolutions. I think my fear of New Year’s resolutions comes from the popular perception that new years resolutions by definition have no follow through. I’ve also shied away from making my goals public, probably out of fear that I’ll be held to them. I’m not going to do that this semester. I’ve been contemplating writing this post for several weeks, but thanks to Matt Rogers for giving me the kick in the seat of the pants I needed to actually get the list finalized and posted. Feel free to ask me how I’m doing with any of the goals listed below.

  1. Prayer
    I firmly believe that having an active prayer life is one of the most important parts of being a Christian. While I feel that I’ve improved my prayer life greatly over the past few years and especially over the last semester, I feel that I’m not where I should be with prayer. I also feel that I have dropped the ball on prayer with regards to vtONE. We used to have an prayer team, which is no longer the case. Nearly everything that happened as a result of vtONE this past semester is a direct answer to prayers prayed over the past three years, which is amazing, but it also tells me how important prayer is and how vtONE needs to do more in the area of prayer. Personally, I need to be more consistent about praying for campus transformation, people that are in my life (especially ones that I see infrequently), and my family. I need to do a better job writing down what I’ve been praying for, to make sure that I don’t miss seeing God’s answers to prayers.
  2. Scripture memorization
    Something else that I need to be working on is memorizing more scripture. I figure that I’ve been a Christian for at least 13 years now, and yet I don’t have very much of the Bible memorized. Having Scripture memorized makes handling a lot of situations easier, since you know a truth to apply to the situation. Another plus is that it makes writing or preparing to speak easier–less things that need looking up. This semester, I want to memorize 1 John, plus another passage a week. This week is Matthew 22:36-40.
  3. People
    One of the core values of my church in DC is that “people matter to God and to us.” I firmly believe in that statement, but I’ve done both really good and really bad in that area. Last semester, I was averaging close to a month turn around on personal emails to me–many from people who I consider close friends and mentors. That’s just not acceptable! I’ve done a good job spending time with lots of different people and making myself accessible to my friends, but only the friends who live in close proximity to me. I also haven’t taken enough time to invest myself into many of the people who I have been working with. A lot of that comes down to people who are helping with vtONE, who have not seen near as much of me as they should. I also need to make more of an effort to build relationships with the campus ministers from the ministries that sponsor vtONE.
  4. Personal fitness
    I didn’t want to put this as a goal, because I’ve done a great job of making this a goal and a horrible job of making it happen. However, when I was working on the list earlier, my roommate Justin asked me to go running with him (we ran two miles). I took the hint. Even though I figure I walk between three and five miles on an average day with classes, I am not in as good of shape as I should be. I need to work on establishing healthy habits, because I’m already noticing that my metabolism is starting to slow down. I also feel better when I’ve been exercising regularly.

Again, please feel free to ask me about any or all of these goals (please be specific!). I need the encouragement and accountability!

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General

What a good day

Today has been a really good day. This morning, I managed to get the repair man out to the apartment to take a look at the range. Our large burner has been shooting sparks since November 10, and they’ve known since the next day. They admitted it’s not fixable and will be installing a replacement eventually. Also, they cleaned our refrigerator’s coils, so it supposedly should stop leaking.

I called the traffic court and learned that my speeding ticket is a traffic charge and not a criminal charge. It changes my defense, but at least there’s no chance of it going down as a criminal charg (a very Bad Thing).

A quick shopping trip became a shopping marathon, but I had great success. I was able to sell back most of my text books, start acquiring new ones. I found some cold weather shirts that won’t die in the dryer for under $10 each, a polarizing filter for my camera, several months worth of household/cosmetic supplies, and got to play one of my dream digital pianos. Too bad that I still need to find a short bookshelf and a keyboard stand that’s not being held together with duct tape.

Tonight, I get to hear JR Woodward as part of the first e4 project intensive for the year. JR founded my Blacksburg church and is now pastoring a church in inner city LA. He’s an outstanding speaker, and it’s always cool to hear him in an interactive setting. The topic for tonight is the Kingdom of God, and I hope to ask JR some questions about what the Kingdom of God looks like and what that means for movements like vtONE after the intensive. I ran into JR briefly this afternoon, and the notes that I saw him printing tell me that tonight is going to be outstanding.

Oh, it nearly hit 70 degrees today. I did most of my driving with the sunroof open. The weather says it will snow on Saturday. That’s Blacksburg weather for you!

Update:
It may be 40 degrees now, but I just want to let you know that I wore flip flops today. All day!

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Computers

So tempting

Many of you know that even though my warranty replacement Dell Precision M60 laptop has been a great machine, I’d love to have a Powerbook. Today, Apple announced a new laptop, sporting an Intel dual core processor, to be released in February. The new MacBook Pro looks hott, and at $1999 or $2499 is very tempting. Depending on what the final specs are, I may have to buy my first mac.

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General

Is this me?

My friend Michael created a South Park character that he says is me. I don’t know what to think. Use the comments to post your thoughts.

Me?

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Faith

Final reflections on Passion 06

Top three things about Passion 06:

  1. Sharing what God has done at Virginia Tech through vtONE this semester with Zack, one of vtONE’s founders and learning how so much of what happened this semester is in response to prayers that began several years ago.
  2. The commissioning prayer in the last main session, previously posted about here.
  3. The prayer journey, previously posted about here.

Any of these three things would have been enough to make the trip worthwhile, but the three of them combined show just how much God is doing in this generation.

Update:
I want to elaborate more on item #1 above. vtONE exists because we believe that God has called the Christians at Virginia Tech to come together in unity. God is working in powerful ways at Virginia Tech, and I am both thankful and overwhelmed that God has chosen to use me as part of his plan here. I hadn’t stopped to fully comprehend just how much has happened for the Kingdom since Zack graduated in May, and I know that I’m not even aware of all that is going on here! We have seen prayers answered this semester that began more than three years ago–before I had even heard of vtONE and before I had been accepted to VT. Before last week, I wasn’t even aware how far some of these prayers went back and how faithfully they had bee prayed.

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Faith

Kneel Prayer Journey

One of the highlights of Passion 06 was the prayer journey. The prayer journey consisted of ten prayer stations in a room illuminated by candles and indirect light, with soft worship music playing in the background. The stations were very meaningful, especially the ordering of what to pray for from the start to the end of the journey. I spent somewhere between 45 minutes and an hour going through the journey. I haven’t been in the habit of taking extended times for prayer, but I can tell you that I will be working on setting aside more time for prayer. It says in the Bible that “you do not have because you do not ask” (James 4:2). I don’t want that to be true in my life!

On a related note, if there’s anything that I can be praying for in your life, please send me an email.

Start the Passion 06 prayer journey at home below or here.

BEGIN YOUR PRAYER JOURNEY HERE

During the course of the next few days many others will stand where you are standing now, people just like you from all across the nation and around the world. Together we are seeking the face of God, standing in the gap for this gathering and for this generation.

As you begin at Station 1, spend 5-6 minutes at each station until you reach the end of the journey. Feel free to stand, kneel and pray silently or pray out loud. Join your prayers in agreement with all those who will stand before and after you.

AS YOU PRAY:

Pray in faith
In is not the length of our praying that moves the heart of God, but our faith.

Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see. Without faith it is impossible to please God.
Hebrews 11:1,6

Pray with confidence in the grace of God
Let us then approach the throne of grace with confidence, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help us in our time of need.
Hebrews 4:16

Ask the Holy Spirit to guide you
In the same way, the Holy Spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groans that words cannot express.
Romans 8:26

“Father, I am here to meet You. Lead me, use me, reveal Yourself to me, pray through me.”


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PREPARE YOUR HEART

Bow Down
Come, let us bow down in worship, let us kneel before the Lord our Maker, for he is our God, and we are the people of his pasture, the flock under his care.
Psalm 95:6-7

Before you begin to pray for others, ask God to search your heart.

Search me, O God, and know my heart; see if there is a wicked way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting.
Psalm 139:23-24

Confess any sin and receive the promise of His full cleansing that is yours in Christ Jesus.

Draw near to god and he will draw near to you. Wash your hands, you sinners, and purify your hearts you double-minded. Humble yourselves before the Lord and he will lift you up.
James 4:8,10

If you, O Lord, kept a record of sins, O Lord, who could stand? But with you there is forgiveness; therefore you are feared.
Psalm 130:3-4

Declare that Jesus Christ is Lord, and yield your heart and life to him again today.

Therefore God exalted him (Jesus) to the highest place and gave him the name that is above every name, that at the name of Jesus every knee should bow, in heaven and on earth and under the earth, and every tongue confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father.
Philippians 2:9-11

“Father, search me and try me, see if there is any wicked thought or action in me. Jesus, I confess my need of You and thank You for making me new. I proclaim You as Lord over all.”


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FOR THE GLORY

As we gather here, and as we pray, we have one goal: the glory of God. That’s why we pray in Jesus’ name. We are asking that God do all these things for the purpose of making much of Himself and magnifying His fame in these days and through our lives. Before asking Him for anything, exalt God for who He is.

Sing to the Lord, praise his name; proclaim his salvation day after day. Declare his glory among the nations, his marvelous deeds among all peoples.
Psalm 96:2-3

For great is the LORD and most worthy of praise; he is to be feared above all gods. For all the gods of the nations are idols, but the LORD made the heavens. Splendor and majesty are before him; strength and glory are in his sanctuary.
Psalm 96:4-6

One generation will praise your works to another, and will tell of your mighty acts. They will tell of the glorious splendor of your majesty.
Psalm 145:4-5a

For the Lord is good and his love endures forever, his faithfulness continues through all generations.
Psalm 100:5

“O Lord, our Lord how majestic is Your name in all the earth.”


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PRAY FOR THE NATIONS

TOP TEN UNREACHED PEOPLE GROUPS
Digil-Rahawiin
Farsiwan
Sanaani, Northern Yemeni
Arab, Bedouin
Airmaq, Taimani
Arab, Omani
Arab, Ta’izz-Adeni
Socotran
Gypsy, Domari
Tai Tho

In scripture “nation” means “people group,” so we pray that every people group in the world will hear the Gospel in a language they can understand AND that a church will be established in their culture, led by their people.

All the nations you have made will come and worship before you, O Lord, they will bring glory to your name.
Psalm 86:9

Pray for bold and innovative messengers to hear and respond to God’s global mission.

The harvest is plentiful, but the workers are few.
Matthew 9:37

Ask God to encourage, inspire and favor workers all around the globe, giving them unprecedented access and influence with unreached people groups.

And this gospel of the kingdom will be preached in the whole world as a testimony to all nations, and then the end will come.
Matthew 24:14

Pray that God’s glory would be seen by all people, in every nation; and that awakening will come to the closed and restricted countries of the world.

“Father, send us out for Your glory.”


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PRAY FOR YOUR CAMPUS/CITY


Lift up the campuses/universities in your area.

Pray for: Staff, Faculty, Administration, Students

Maybe you are one of many who follow Jesus, or one of few.

If you are one of many, ask that Believers will live in such a way that the whole campus will know how amazing Jesus truly is.

If you are one of few, sow faithful seeds in prayer today for a new outpouring of God’s Spirit on your campus.

Father, let your kingdom come and your will be done on earth as it is in heaven.
Matthew 6:10

Pray for the lost on your campus, that their eyes will be opened to see the glory of God.

For God, who said, “Let light shine out of darkness,” made his light shine in our hearts to give us the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Christ.
2 Corinthians 4:6

Pray for unity among the believers on your campus. Repent of any competition or pride that keeps Jesus from being exalted as the center of all things.

“Lord use me to help students on my campus/in my city awaken to Your glory.”


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PRAY FOR THE LOCAL CHURCH

Pray for: Your church and for 2 other churches in your city.

  • For the staff and leadership of your church and the other churches—for purity, wisdom, encouragement, vision and protection from evil.
  • For unity among the churches in your city. For a desire to see the name of Jesus exalted above that of any church.
  • For a spiritual stirring and the fresh work of the Holy Spirit, empowering the Body to be the true expression of Jesus to the city.
  • For personal renewal in the lives of people, a rediscovery of intimacy with God.
  • For the strengthening and maturity of the Body, an army mobilized for His glory.

Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us, to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, for ever and ever! Amen.
Ephesians 3:20-21

Consequently, you are no longer foreigners and aliens, but fellow citizens with God’s people and members of God’s household, built n the foundation of the apostles and prophets, with Christ Jesus himself as the chief cornerstone. In him the whole building is joined together and rises to become a holy temple in the Lord. And in him you too are being built together to become a dwelling in which God lives by his Spirit.
Ephesians 2:19-22

“Lord, we are Your people—lead us, fill us, shine through us.”


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PRAY FOR YOUR NATION

Pray for those who lead your nation—for wisdom, righteousness, justice, courage, discernment and encouragement.

I urge, then . . . that requests, prayers, intercessions and thanksgiving be made for everyone—for kings and all those in authority.
1 Timothy 2:1-2

Confess the corporate sin of the nation as we have turned away from God.

Righteousness exalts a nation, but sin is a disgrace to any people.
Proverbs 14:34

If my people, who are called by my name, will humble themselves and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven and will forgive their sin and will heal their land.
2 Chronicles 7:14

Pray that God’s fame and His glory will be echoed throughout the nation.

Pray that America will use its wealth and influence to meet the needs of the suffering and less fortunate around the world.

“Father, have mercy on us and on our nation.”


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PRAY FOR PASSION06

Pray for these days, that there would be a thin ine between heaven and earth as we seek His face.
“Father, we are here for You.”

Pray for those who are leading us (Speakers, Community Group Leaders, Lead Worshippers).
“Father, anoint those who lead us.”

Pray for a powerful outpouring of the Holy Spirit on this place.
“Come, Holy Spirit.”

Pray that we will be convicted of sin, righteousness and truth.
“Jesus, open our eyes to see you.”

Pray for students who have come from other nations.
“Lord, reach the nations through all You do in these days.”

Pray for the Passion staff and the volunteers who are wearing around the clock to make the conference work smoothly.
“Father, strengthen and energize those who prepare the way.”

Pray for the city of Nashville and its churches.

“Father, be glorified in the hearts of the people in this city.”

Ask that one hundred years from now the memory of these days will still burn for God’s renown.
“Father, let these days be eternal, bearing fruit for Your name that lasts forever.”

Ask God to send us out as a mighty army for His name.
“Fling us far and wide with a passion for Your glory.”


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BE STILL

Be still, and know that I am God; I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth.
Psalm 46:10


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PRAY FOR THOSE WITHIN YOUR SPHERE OF INFLUENCE

Pray for the friends you are here with – for all that God is doing in their hearts.

Pray for your family here and back home.

Pray for your roommates here at Passion06.

Pray specifically for your Community Group and Family Group.

Pray for the leaders of your ministry and those who have helped facilitate your trip to Nashville.

Pray for a friend you wanted to be here but couldn’t make the trip.

Pray for someone you know who is serving God as a missionary somewhere in the world.

Pray for your neighbors at school/home (dormmates, suitemates, classmates, teammates, workmates).

I have become all things to all men so that by all possible means I might save some.
1 Corinthians 9:22

“Father, open my eyes to see what You are doing all around me.”


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LET ME BE THE ANSWER

Now that we have poured out our prayers to God, let’s ask Him to use us to be the answer to our prayers.

Ask God to fill you with Himself and use you as a part of His plan to do the very things you have asked Him to do.

Pray for sensitivity to the Holy Spirit and the ability to recognize opportunities all around you.

Be very careful, then how you live—not as unwise but as wise, making the most of every opportunity, because the days are evil.
Ephesians 5:15-16

“Here I am, all of me; take my life, it’s all for Thee. Father, use me in Your eternal story.”

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Faith

“God is not safe, but he is good”

The last main session at Passion was a very emotional time for me. Louie Giglio talked about personal calling, focusing on how all Christ followers are called to be full time ministers, regardless of occupation. He explained how we’re instructed to reflect Jesus in our whole lives, whether we are called to be on a ministry’s payroll or whether we’re called to design boutique jeans. At the end of the talk, he had everyone who felt called to commit themselves to full time ministry through doing their non-ministry payroll job with excellence and integrity in a way that mirrors Jesus stand. He next had all the people who felt called to professional ministry stand and finally all the people who felt called to one of the previous two options, but were unsure which at the time. Then Louie, other members of the Passion team, and the worship leaders came out on stage and prayed over everyone who was standing.

After a few minutes of praying, we went back into worship. I was choked up during the commissioning prayer and was flat out crying during some of the worship songs. The whole experience was so emotional, seeing nearly all 18,000 people who were at the conference standing for the commissioning, and knowing that I was stepping out in faith by standing there. During the worship, a banner that read “GLORIOUS”, two letter per side, surrounded the stage. The banner changed colors from white to red and then finally to blacklight purple. When the blacklights came on, the banner exposed thousands of messages written on the banner as worship–all of which had been written on it during the week by people at the conference. The camera panned across the banner, so we could read the smaller quotes. One of the quotes summed the whole experience up perfectly: “God is not safe, but he is good.” Exactly what I was feeling and why I was so emotional.

The safe choice usually is to be passive. Many people believe that Satan wants us to do bad things, God wants us to do good things, and there’s a middle ground where we just stay where we are. But Satan’s plan for us is simple: that we ignore God’s plan for our lives. Being passive is letting Satan win! Following Christ means taking risks and not always being safe. Jesus said, If anyone would come after me, let him deny himself and take up his cross and follow me (Mark 8:34 ESV). That’s not choosing the safe option! I chose to step out in faith and go with the unsafe option, even though much of myself tells me that I am crazy for doing so. I know that the cost will be high and I know that it won’t be an easy option, but I am trusting in the goodness of God and moving outside of my comfort zone. If you’re reading this, please pray for me as I figure out what to make of my calling. I know how I’ve been called, but I have yet to learn or figure out what that means in practical terms of how I move forward from here.

GLORIOUS worship art

Note: I’ve discovered that the quote is a loose quoting of Mr. Beaver from C.S. Lewis’ The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe.

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Faith

Passion 06: Day 3

This morning:
Small family group with just three of us, but the best one yet. Because there was time set aside to do eight people’s worth of sharing, we were able to actually have some good discussion with everyone involved and then an extended time of praying for each other and praying for the day.

John Piper was back up this morning. I liked what he had to say better, but I still don’t understand why people find his talks so challenging. Every single talk I’ve ever heard Lon give has been more challenging than Dr. Piper’s talks for me. That said, Dr. Piper is amazingly humble. People will scream out things like “you’re my hero” during his talks and he doesn’t even respond. I’ve never seen a minister who’s near as publically visible and even half as humble as him.

Matt Redman led worship for the morning session. He’s my favorite worship leader of the Passion-affiliated artists, and it was cool to have the chance to worship with him. There were some new songs, and some of his really old stuff. The song choices were great, and were an excellent lead up and conclusion to John Piper’s talk (which is always based on the glory of God).

This morning, I learned a lot about brokenness and suffering. Candi (Pearson) Shelton shared about her 23 year old brother’s recent death. He was supposed to be one of the community group worship leaders. Candi and her husband are the worship leaders for my community group. I’m still not sure how I feel about having community groups that feature nationally known people running them, but I guess it’s cool that a lot of big names want to be involved with what God is doing through passion.

Matt Redman leading worship

Evening update:
I went to a sectional on hearing God through hard times this afternoon. I intended to sleep in a corner. I heard the start of the talk as I was dozing off, and decided to stay awake. Ask me about Jimmy the cricket–his very memorable example.

Back to the hotel for break, but the hall was being cleaned and so it was too loud for sleeping. I caught up with the outside world and looked through some old vtONE files. Sno and I had dinner with Zack, a good friend and the former leader of vtONE. I updated him about all the awesome things that happened this semester that related to seeds that he was planting years ago for vtONE. It was also good to get updated on how things are going for him and to find out that he’s going back to seminary next semesterish.

I missed most of the worship for the evening session because we took a while for dinner. Louie gave a good talk, but I had actually heard the exact same talk given by Cory Mansfield two years ago, who used to be one of the [nlcf] worship leaders. I think he may have stolen it from Louie, but it wasn’t quite the same.

I need to get some sleep so I’m safe to drive tomorrow, but the two real highlights of the day were the prayer journey and the late night session. I will fill in this part when I’m back.